A little of this & A little of That - PMS taking over an ordinary mind ;)

Today is one of those PMS-ish days for me when you feel like leaving everything behind and get married. Get married and go to honeymoon. Go to honeymoon and let romance show you another world. Let romance show you another world and have bittersweet fights. Have bittersweet fights and make up with a kiss. Make up with a kiss and get bored of your spouse. Get bored of your spouse and have a kid. Have a kid and have sleepless nights. Have sleepless nights and see your kid growing up. See your kid growing up and feel him/her separate you from your spouse. Feel him/her separate you from your spouse and rekindle the fire. Rekindle the fire and have another kid. Have another kid and have sleepless nights. Have sleepless nights and see both your kids growing up. See both your kids growing up and lose sleep over crow's feet on your face. Lose sleep over crow's feet on your face and feel your spouse slipping away. Feel your spouse slipping away and you try to reason. You try to reason and struggle hard to rekindle the fire. You struggle hard to rekindle the fire and find matchbox empty ( ;) ), Find matchbox empty and get a dog. Get a dog and see dog bond with kids. See dog bond with kids and see kids bond with their friends. See kids bond with their friends and see them pubescent. See them pubescent and see them spread their wings. See them spread their wings and feel walls close in on them. See walls close in on them and you open the doors and let them free. Let them free and you see the faded colors of the wall. You see the faded colors of the wall and you feel hollow within. You feel hollow within and you feel lonely. You feel lonely and you see gaps between your fingers, You see gaps between your fingers and you feel your spouse fill them with his fingers. You feel your spouse fill them with his fingers and you tighten your clasp. You tighten your clasp and you look into each other's eyes. You look into each other's eyes and you look around the empty living room. You look around the empty living room and you happen to see your honeymoon frame. You happen to see your honeymoon frame and you both smile. You both smile and promise silently to grow old with each other. You promise silently to grow old with each other and you do. :)

PS: Those who do not understand what PMS is for a woman OR those who believe its all hypothetical, you could have skipped it all... but then i dont believe in warnings anymore... ;)

3 comments:

  1. Girl... you almost lived a lifetime this PMS!
    Take it slow... :P
    And yeah... its just one of those days... you'll be over it soon... :)

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  2. Himali: Beautiful:-)) Take it easy:-) PMS is a mean mean thing I tell u;-))

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